Sitting at the end of a group's table in one of the most popular spaces on Gloucester Road. I chose to - instead of riding my bike home and to bed at what seemingly could have been concluded as "the end of an evening" - buy myself a glass of wine and enjoy my own company in writing a message to you all. A message of hope, strength, and integrity.
In an earlier post I sent to you all - and I have continued to 'link' you all to through previous posts - I was inspired and amazed by a beautiful girl's quest and message to be completely content, and find joy, in being on her own.
Sitting here, on my own, writing to you all, I am feeling the energy of others who seem to be drawn to me by the simple fact that I am content in my own company, writing words of mystery into a black book; words that - assuming-ly - they could only imagine to write, feel, and act out on their own accord...
And yet my words here a so simple, straight from the heart, and if these others felt connected enough to their own heart, they, too, could write these messages of love, light, and inspiration.
These people surrounding me, like you, have a gift embedded within their very own heart to think and feel freely, yet - when we feel less highly of ourselves than we Divinely should - we feel the need to envelope our amazing thoughts and ideas, particularly when these thoughts and ideas clash with those who we chose to surround our self with.
This is O.K., though, because the person who we once were felt comforted and at ease with this energy; this energy was real and known and all said and done before. But it is perfectly normal for you to begin to feel distanced and disconnected from what once felt so familiar and sensible.
Don't be scared and don't feel intimidated if you are beginning to feel this was - you feel as though you could never express your new thoughts, ideas, and way-of-life to those who you've established your most closest relationships with. But that's fine. Everything is perfect...
Before you know it, you will begin to attract relationships with people who share and appreciate the new thoughts and this new wave-length that you are travelling (have faith in this). Please don't ever feel as though you are a bad person for feeling this way; feeling as though you have outgrown these gorgeous, amazing friends who have been there for you throughout the past events and successes in your life. You haven't outgrown, you are now just on a different journey.
You, I, and everyone else who loves you, know that you hold absolutely no negative intentions in your heart. You're amazing, and you must believe this. You. Are. Amazing.
Follow your heart - follow your Divinely-created path - as it will take you very far indeed...
love, love, love and light xx
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